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Im so close, to the end.

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                                            :.www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh6NKK…:.

                                         You know, I always wondered how long I would make it.

                                         Each day, I always wondered how long I would be able to stay smiling.

                                         I guess this is the end huh?

                                         I never knew…that this day would come.

                                         I promised everyone I would fight.

                                         That I wouldn’t give up with out a fight.

                                         But, I am so tired.

                                         My arms are to weak to keep fighting.

                                         Even now, I am having trouble. 

                                         The pain has begun to get worser and worser.

                                         I never knew, it could be so painful.

                                         I feel like a failure.

                                         I gave up on so many.

                                        So many gave up on me.

                                        But now its the end.

                                        The warrior inside me couldn’t handle anymore.

                                        I tried…I fought..but life won in the end.

                                        I guess I always knew deep down that I couldn’t win.

                                        Its sad really, I haven’t even let the world know me.

                                        Im young…only at the age of thirteen.

                                        Yet my time is at an end.

                                        The life has now been pulled out of my eyes. 

                                        The pain, is now growing.

                                        The acid, is now eating away faster.

                                        hehe, it hurts so bad.

                                        It feels like a car crashed into me.

                                        It feels like Im bleeding non-stop from an infected wound.

                                        But Im still happy.

                                        I meet so many people.

                                        I got to meet friends.

                                        I made new family.

                                        I thought…everything would work out.

                                        I was wrong.

                                       For the first time in my life, I was wrong.

                                      My knowledge didn’t help me.

                                      But now, I have more knowledge to give.

                                     Always love your art, because I know it will love you back.

                                    Care for others, but don’t forget to care for yourself.

                                    Laugh in your darkest times.

                                    Always think of how your feelings could make someone else feel.

                                   Always pay close attention to see how someone is acting, they could be in pain.

                                  Never, promise something you can’t succeed at doing.

                                  It is better to stay quiet, then to tell.

                                 Always remember there are two sides, Dark and Light.

                                 Always know that I love you.

                                 I don’t care, what you have done in your past.

                                 I love you, I care for you.

                                 I will become your guardian angle.

                                 And I will watch as you grow, and become strong,

                                 I love you.

...This is all from my fragile heart....this is from my soul.....This image had over 50 layers....and took over half the day.....but I needed to tell you all......I needed everyone to know......I may not be coming back.......to all my friends at school......you may not see me on monday.......good bye.




  
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